...past conversations re-playing continuously in my head, like a broken video player
im having a mind block on the last question of my math tutorial so i shall just stop. i know when i've had enough thankyouverymuch. so anyway i decided to blog... been feeling like it for the last few days but havent the time. so now since i've finally got time.... here i am!
elearning week was like. sucky. i mean seriously do they HAVE TO GIVE US SO MUCH WORK?! sheesh. but i still managed to have a little fun. ((: GP was like. what. the. hell. is microcredit. exactly. chinese was hahaha cause ya know with help, passing chinese is like totally possible. ((: math was hmmm well the lecturer apart from being very boring kept breathing into the mic which just annoyed the hell out of me. ): chem = last year's physics so i was kinda okay with it... though i still have no idea where my last year's physics notes went to! computing was logical... just go through ppt slides with no voice and then do a quiz.. which i got like 30/36. i am happy about it! ((: econs was like. errrrr. anywayz.
pilot testing was on monday and tuesday... it was super tiring but sort of fun i guess? haha the P2 kids are honestly hard to control! but they are still adorable... and it really was a good experience. ((:
watched The Dark Knight.... like zomg scary la... especially the joker! i was admiring the work of art the special effects or the make up artist did on Harvey Dent's face. that was AMAZING. and really, heath ledger was a fabulous joker! (scary but wow.) the show is overall GREAT but it was a bit long for my taste... 2.5 hrs
also watched Wedding Daze... it was quite funny lol... and some parts really made me cringe but the show is okay la. the guy isnt exactly very cute but the girl has BEAUTIFUL hair. seriously i would love to have that kind of hair... and and and GUESS WHAT!!! she (Isla Fisher) is acting as Becky Bloomwood in SHOPAHOLIC!!!! i cant wait for that movie to come out ((: or the new book, haha whichever comes first.
i had my nafa on tuesday... well my 2.4km anyway. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh last year i was so damn happy i managed to get 14smth. and now im back to 15+ .... 15:17 to be exact ))): im seriously thinking of re-running and making peiyi pace me so i can get a B at least. the guys ran first and i helped xinzhi take his timing per round... on the first round i actually couldnt find him... so faye suggested i just write down 1:37 or so... hahahah... well i managed to spot him for the rest of the rounds so la la la.... and like zomg later when i was still freaking tired and was buying my beloved soybean drink from the drink stall the guys were cutting the cue insanely! ordering not only soybean drinks and assorted fruit drinks but also MANGO ICE. which takes supremely long to make la! i was so annoyed. humph. )):
blah. i forgot to stretch after i finished my run (which i got 73 position) so now my thighs are aching like crazy... )): hopefully they'll be fine by tmr cause i have my 5 items tmr... and can you imagine doing standing broad jump when your thighs are aching like crazy? yeah well exactly.
also tomorrow, i'll be missing my chem and math lectures... *pout* i dont want to miss either!!!! but i got chosen to take part in the Australian Math Competition, so wanshi and i are missing those lectures... i need to go to lectures to understand CHEM. (organic chem is LOVE) and math lectures are just plain fun. so yes. )):
this morning i woke up with a blocked nose which didnt go away... so many people have been falling ill lately that i was scared i might be next... but thankfully after i took medicine the blocked nose went away. ((: i cant afford to fall sick now!
today the photog club (unofficially renamed as TWITS as of today 6pm) was super busy with PDP phototaking... but it was very fun ((: and in between when we were waiting for the people to arrive i cam whored as usual... beiyi says she likes to shoot me cause i actually pose instead of some people who avoid the camera (sadia... julia... sonia (on occasion)) or just be sian (matthew) or even better still don't come to school (samuel)... yes so since i love posing and acting cute and all that i became her favourite model! ^^
i cant wait for next weekend... we're celebrating national day on friday so its reallyreally half day +saturday+sunday+monday(off in-lieu of national day) wheeee~ can't wait!!! though im not really looking forward to next thursday... )): chem test + math test + GP essay assignment ONE AFTER ANOTHER. how sucky can this be.
i had lunch today at pasta mania in parkway... getting there was a whole lot of waiting for people! but still we managed to get there and eat there. i ordered meatballs and of course i was the last one to finish my food. (it was hot! really!!!) so everyone there was like complaining about how we have to rush back to school and all.. and as if on cue they all stare at me. thanks ah. no pressure. (we cabbed back in the end so we DID reach back by on time... haha)
last thing to say before i go to sleep (im super tired) i cant believe that people would actually read my blog. as in people i dont know about... my life seriously isnt that interesting... hahaha well whatever suits you. anywayz. like i said, i'm supremely tired! so i shall go to sleep now.
i have had the WORST day in weeks. BEWARE: the following post is a hell lot of whining and me being totally unreasonable. i swear im pmsing. REALLY. i always feel like this when im pmsing...
and today just happened to be terrible. OTHER than the fact that i looked good. and people liked taking pictures with/of me. that pretty much made my day better than it was. overall anyway.
my 4-inch-wedges which made me pei yi's height also made my feet ache like crazy. AND the strap snapped in the morning! (and it all went downhill from there) i was being baked in the sun during morning assembly... i crashed physics lecture just for the aircon and actually learnt some physics stuff too. lol... anyway.
i borrowed rachna's shoes after GP lecture cause i seriously couldnt walk in my wedges when the straps snapped already. i was practically limping from one place to another. and those 3-inch- heels of rachna's were comfortable for a while, but they got seriously painful after contact time... my toes seriously couldnt take it... so i somehow managed to get back to the lockers and changed shoes....
another thing which made me more grumpy than usual. people whom i want to talk to, don't reply smses. and the people i do not want to talk to actually sms me... GRRRRRR everytime i think someone finally replies my sms i realise its someone else smsing me telling me about something i don't want to hear about. GAH.
i wanted to go home and sleep cause i was seriously exhausted and ya know being tired and sleepy when you have A Level Chinese Listening Comprehension tomorrow is not exactly very good. but no. i had photog exco meeting. sigh. we had to do trial pdp phototaking so, me with the foot problem... went around barefoot everywhere. i had an okay time fooling around and posing weird poses mainly cause i was just buying time waiting for it to hurry up and finish.
oh and the most embarressing thing happened. we were in the arts hub and sadia was like, "Eh, Sammi, your prince!" and like in a quite a loud voice. i turned and was like ZOMG. i wonder if he heard. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *covers face* that would be horrific. AND besides, he's not my prince, he's PEI YI'S. yes yes. I GIVETH and SHE TAKETH. zomg that was terrible.
i had to post that stupid collage thing. another thing which pissed me off. the bloody fact that i had to DO IT was super irritating. i mean hello i have better things to do with my time than that stupid collage. like oh i dunno. MY CHEM REPORT?! and in addition to doing it, i actually have to POST IT. what a waste of a stamp.
dinner was at ikea. the food was good cause i was hungry... but after that my dad went to look for chairs. and i was already freaking exhausted and wanted to go home and rest. but my sister kept my spirits up by being herself. the sister i grew up taking care of who insisted on doing stupid things and making me go high with her just by doing said things. i love you a lot but my dear. you definitely did not need that cup or that blanket which you bought. or those other ridiculous things you wanted to buy. *tsk tsk*
okay thats it i have to give in. I NEED SLEEP. NOW. otherwise i will fall asleep tomorrow during listening compre. believe me its not hard. i slept through the practice today when they were repeating the passages. okay *yawn* arriverderci and *muax* to all my friends. i need a hug so please gimme one.
yoz. yes there is actually a 'z' there. got influenced by wanshi. but the way she says it is so cute lol. anyway.
i have pretty much gotten over the fact that i got 2As, 1C, 1E and 2Ss for which actually (this is so random but...) if you swap one of my As for a C you get the word... ACCESS!
oh dear. i think im suffering from post jct trauma. to actually come up with that *points up* i must be. )): RIGHT THEN. enough about that. i shall talk about random things now. whichever thing comes up first in my head shall be the next paragraph.
mmmm gabba gabba. oh yes. I FORGOT MY INTEGRATION NOTES TODAY. i missed my notes during lecture... and my dear miss sonia khiatani who sat on my left couldnt stop laughing about it. peiyi (who was seated on my right) couldnt stop laughing about something or other either. i suppose she was still recalling my cos^2 theta comment. bleah about that. but no seriously. i do miss my notes. i dunno where they went! i dont think i took them out of my bag leh. shall go look for them later.
my mummy bought this really comfy green jacket for the two of us to share. its really comfy and it looks great on me! ((: *bonus points for it!* i wore it to school today. and my sister said i looked fluffy. *scrunches up nose* xiuqing agreed later though but i much prefer xiuqing's definition of fluffy. :D the jacket is really really bright green. (which sonia says reminds her of salad...) haha i seriously couldnt be missed in a crowd of people... and guess what. the really comfy and keeps me warm but not too warm jacket is only 5 bucks. i kid you not. its FIVE SINGAPOREAN DOLLARS. heh heh. my mum sure knows where to get good bargains. ((: speaking of which HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! yep today is her birthday.
my sister dragged me to watch hellboy 2 on saturday. well technically i was being emotionally blackmailed cause i don't like seeing my sister upset (because i rejected her earlier). so there you have it. mmm hellboy 2 wassssss cheesy, cliche and corny (like omg Barry Manilow's I Can't Smile Without You?!?!) okay i don't have anything against the song (i love that song) but REALLY. sheesh. BUTBUTBUT. it does sort of have its redeeming factor... the special effects was AMAZING. and it was just a tad funny... i wouldnt say i would watch it again.. but i don't mind to have watched it once.
oh yes yes yes. ya know what i like about little kids... other than the fact that they are so adorable... when they fall down, they don't care about whether people look at them or not. they either stay there and just go into a daze or they immediately get up and start playing again. its so refreshing! lol i just was reminded of this when i went for dinner with my sister at Elias Mall's Macs... there was this terribly adorable girl there with her sister and mum. AHHH. so cute. (((: speaking of dinner, my sister actually brought her chem homework along to dinner at Macs. like. erm what for. just eat and go. but nooooooooooo. she's weird.
we're celebrating racial harmony day on wednesday!!! ((: i'm wearing this blouse+skirt combi. chinese costume... which even my sister agrees i look HOT in. ((: on the down side, its actually very hot to wear it. i think i might be sweating like crazy in it. ya know how chinese costumes are like. they like CHOKE you. yeah. but still, i'll look great. its like red and black (how ironic) but yeah... and yall shall see it on wednesday! ((: tehehe i wouldnt mind people asking me to take photos with them! lol i tell you ah. i'll definitely cam whore a lot on wednesday... laadeedum.
one more thing before i go... i have watched to ... episode 11 of Bull Fighting... i tell you ah. every episode i watch is like some emotional rollercoaster. makes me laugh. cry. laugh. cry. )))): but i'm so addicted to it. i love the storyline and i wanna see them end up together. (well i hope they do. i dunno the ending. DON'T TELL ME!)
okay i gotta go now. gots stuff to do. *pout* i actually wanted to watch another episode but. sigh. ANYWAY. i can't wait for wednesday. :D ohohoh and and and i finished two questions for computing today!!!!!! i feel so accomplished. (shutup peiyi and joel) hahaha. okay arriverderci and muax to all my friends!
i'm freaking sad now. )): i failed gp (who didn't? ... don't answer that.) and the even more depressing thing is that i lost to FANGXIONG. i am not kidding. i've been pissed at that all day. okay maybe not pissed. rather depressed and annoyed. sigh. actually to tell you the truth, i didn't mind that much failing GP. i mean seriously its not like a lot of people passed. so i'll probably end up passing after moderation. the one i will still not pass after moderation (and the one which has darkened my mood ever since i got it back) is econs. okay i knew i would fail. and quite badly too. but to actually see it made me wanna cry. okay sure i got 13/25 for one essay. for the FIRST TIME EVER i actually passed an econs essay. but the other essay got like. heh. 5/25. depressing much? MUCH. humph. my case study was better than my coffee and tea one but still i only got 10/30. (technically its an improvement... so why am i so sad?)
my day hasn't gotten any better since. i've been rather upset ever since i got back my econs. which was why when i got to the canteen for lunch i immediately demanded hugs from both xiuqing and sonia. humph. sadly though, they had to go off to get back their hist and lit results so i couldnt have lunch with them.
so overall. if 50% is counted as a pass and there was no moderation. i passed 3 subjects and failed 3 subjects. in order of highest to lowest...
As you can clearly see. when i'm good at a subject. I AM GOOD. but when i really don't like the subject. i am crap at it. oh for goodness sake why must we take that bloody contrasting subject. the ironic thing is that for the course i want in university i don't need econs. like at ALL. i only need math and computing (both of which i got an A for)... now can you see why im so unhappy?
i feel like crying. but then i'd have to explain why. to my mum. and you know all she'll do is scold me anyway and thus make me feel worse than how i already do. gee thanks, but no thanks. gah.
i shall keep my mind off it somehow. though it keeps bugging me cause i still have to discuss with my mum about dropping my Econs from H2 to H1... in which case i would still have to tell her my glorious marks. oh boy. i sooooo look forward to that conversation. (which if i have the guts, should be taking place tonight.) wish me luck...
PE today just about killed me. run up stairs, down stairs, around the track, half squats, pullups. my legs will definitely without fail be aching tomorrow. speaking of tomorrow, i have a CARE REP meeting. wahhhhhhhhhhhhh why why why why. i don't wanna go for a care rep meeting! (though on the bright side, sonia will be there and we'll just laugh our way through the session) so maybe it won't be so bad.
photog is gonna be another LOOOOONG session especially since i have exco meeting after that. and we have loads of stuff to do. i live such a fantastic life, don't i? sigh. i wanna go back to those days when i used to go home at 1230... when i could do without my contrasting subject... when the most i had to worry about was when my next report was due... when i actually had time to go out on random weekends... when i used to change groupings every term... when i used to go for long lunches at bedok central because school ended early... when i used to go take neoprints... when i used to have a life.
now all i ever feel is exhausted, rushing for time and hating PW. i hate JC life. i want my TA life back. can i like swap lives with my sister for one week. humph. E-LEARN WEEK. COME QUICK! although, come to think of it, this year seems to have passed really fast. i mean it was like school start and we were at attachment. and ZOOM. jcts. where oh where did the time fly to?
okay i need to stop ranting. if anyone actually read to the end of this post i applaud your patience. i would have lost patience halfway through all that whining. and i actually do realise that it was my own whining but still. lol gah. im super sleepy and its only 2030. hmm maybe cause i slept at 0000 last night. )):
okay post-jct resolutions before i go...
OKAY then. well. i guess i've gotta go now. hope you all didn't actually painfully read through everything. cause that would be just sad. it was not that interesting. haha. well arriverderci and *muax* to my friends... hugs to all too especially if you're like me and really need it right now. :D jiayou!
i'm baaaaaaacccccccccccck! ((: okay that wasnt much of a wait. considering the last post was what. 2 days ago? heh. anyway i shall tell yall about what happened for jts and today's outing. and and and what i finally wore to both trips! xD
okay so yesterday, first my sister and i went to meet peiyi at white sands for lunch. we ate at swensons... i just had fries and i shared icecream with my sister. my sister had the same. peiyi had some incredible icecream on a hotplate thingy. she wasnt very hungry so yeah. when we finished (ahem. excuse me, i mean when i finished my lunch) we went to popular cause my sister needed to buy a pen. peiyi and i were just looking around at random stuff. then, since peiyi still had time, we went downstairs to the CD rental shop to see if they had Step Up 2. sadly it was out. and my sister was bugging me about it. and SADLY it was being sold on the first floor... and the worst thing was that my mum allowed my sister to buy it. or rather me (since i was the one with the money) anyway. yeah. by the way I STILL WANT TO WATCH 10,000 BC!!! okay that might seem random so i shall explain. it was ALSO being sold there, right next to Step Up 2. humph. but yes i still want to watch 10,000 BC.
right. well then peiyi went for her PW meeting and my sister and i went home. i actually did my EOM! and i also did a little of my econs case study. yuck. right then at around 5.45 i shut off my comp to get dressed for my jts. i wore my hot pink skort, my black (silk-ish) shirt and heels. i had no idea how to get there so i ended up calling sonia... and later talking to matthew about how to get there. evetually though, with matthew's help i managed to get to Sakura. where i was suprised to find julia wearing something like my shirt.. her's was a dress but it was black and of the same material as my shirt too. lol my seniors were like, "Ohmygod did yall dress together?!" i thought it was cool! besides we looked pretty!
the whole concept of an all-you-can-eat buffet is completely lost on me. i mean i eat so little. like seriously. i ate one plate of sushis + some extra stuff that i liked... 1 bowl of shark's fin soup, 1 bowl of toufu. and lastly one cup of ice-cream. then i was done. julia, beiyi and i went walking around after that cause we were all so full... walking really helps ((: haha especially if you're like us and bring a camera along to cam whore with. tehehe. the lighting was terrible and the camera refused to focus so we couldnt get a lot of shots. but it was still fun!
the terrible thing was that when we went back about 30-40 mins later, the guys were STILL eating. oh goodness. they finally finished around 9 or so. and then came the what-to-do-next decision. so we decided, before we go do whatever we wanted to do (including go home) we must take a picture to commemorate the event. the hellish thing was that we were so indecisive about where we wanted to take the picture and how we should take the picture (lighting and all that) sometimes i swear, being in photog isnt as fun as it was meant to be.
FINALLY when we finished taking pictures, julia, beiyi and i left first cause we seriously needed to go home already. i was super tired, combined with sticky cause it was super hot + we waited around for quite some time before we decided how to take the photo. and here's 2 shots. my fav shot isnt with me yet. my senior hasnt sent it to me... )):
okay my blogger is being irritating. it hanged when trying to upload the picture. )): oh well they arent much to look at anyway. okay on with TODAY. oh fun fun fun today. ((((:
this morning, woke up and had roti prata for breakfast. went online for a while. played a few games. (rather pathetic games but yeah anyway) my sister left for the airport... )): took the jeans i wanted to wear... but thats okay. she dressed me... she was like "you should wear this, this, this and this. you need to look very nice." which thus caused me to roll my eyes. her reasoning was so stupid i shan't even type it in. anywayz.
at around 11.30 i shut off my comp and quickly dressed up, randomly putting on my favourite accessories, plugged in my ipod and left. oh yes i forgot. i was having a shoe crisis. i had no idea what shoes to wear. so i called up xiuqing and told her. she solved my problem in like 5 minutes. (i was agonising over the decision since the night before...) yep so i wore sandals, jeans, the brown blouse i wore on valentine's day this year to school. so all in all i'd say i looked really mmm. nice is pretty much an understatement. hahaha. xD
met up with pengho at the pasir ris station, i was surprised to see xinzhi there too. apparently he was going to keith's house... yep anyway... conversation was awkward and random at the beginning but i think it got better as we got nearer to bugis. yep. so we met up with xiuqing at bugis and we went to go buy tickets for WANTED... hoping that they werent sold out. all of us haven't been to that theatre in a long time so we totally forgot that the ticketing booth was on the first floor near the fountain. lol. right. so when we finally got there, there was a little problem with how we were gonna pay. considering we all only had 50 dollar notes. heh. (omg i make it sound like all of us are so rich.) right so pengho paid for our tickets first (speaking of which i still havent paid him back... must remember!) and then we headed for lunch...
we went to eat at NYDC. which i still have no idea what it stands for. right. doesnt matter. the food was GOOOOOD. i like! and and and i wasn't slow! heh heh. either that or xiuqing was as slow as me. but in any case i didnt finish last. and then we ordered desert! i shared ice cream with xiuqing (miss ice cream goddess)... we left a little later than we planned to (cause they took forever to get our bill)... we had a bet (which pengho won, though technically there were no stakes so it didnt really matter... LOL.) about whether the price was gonna be over 60 bucks or under. xiuqing and i didn't think it would go over sixty.
it was $82.20.
like. oh my god. that was a seriously expensive lunch. O.o yes. so xiuqing paid for it first... i still owe her for lunch. (actually ah. come to think of it. i dont think i actually spent a single cent today. well of course i'll have to pay them back la. but i didnt actually PAY for anything. ... COOL. okay ignore me.)
we chionged to go the theatre and went to the toilet before going in... thankfully the advertisements were still on and xiuqing didnt miss them... yep. the movie was really wow. loved the special effects. i found the main character so comical. and i loved the change from the loser to assasin. it was ZOMG. i thought it was a bit sad. BUT i absolutely loved the ending. and and and the time when he used the keyboard to hit his 'best friend' . that was so amazingly cool. as in the words on the screen. lol. but okay no spoilers here. xiuqing didnt like it much though... )): she kept grabbing my arm during the parts where she thought something bad was gonna happen.
yepyep. well it was a nice show. i enjoyed myself! xiuqing had to go off to the airport to get her aunt so she went off first... pengho and i walked around the mall.. randomly walking here and there just talking... finally we decided to head back cause we both needed to go home for dinner.
when we got to the bus interchange. i actually STUPIDLY mistook my 358 for a 354. as in i couldn't see the number so i wasn't rushing for the bus... and then turned out it was a 358. wahhhhhh )): but anyway either the bus came very fast or it was because i had someone to talk to and therefore the wait seemed shorter but in either case the bus finally came.
it was a very fun day! all that talking and catching up was super fun and very relaxing... i actually managed to push all my homework out of my head... ahhhhhhhhhhh ((: sadly though, tomorrow is like a day of doom. help me! )): the next thing i got to look forward to is like eLearning week which is in 2 weeks. i are saded. *pout*
mmm well i think thats all to blog about. hmmm... i think this will be the last blogpost i'll have till at least next weekend or even worse... elearning. )): well i'll see when i'm free or something significant happened... or if i feel like blogging. heh. hahaha. well arriverderci and *muax* to my dear friends!
methinks me panics too easily. and im too indecisive. i am a girl and therefore i am prone to panicking when i have NO IDEA WHAT TO WEAR. for tomorrow's jts (junior treat senior) and monday's outing. *whine* everything i pull out of my closets suddenly don't match. pffft. (omg this just shows how long its been since i've gone out with friends) i think the last time i went out in home clothes that is. was with xiuqing and sonia... to orchard? oh my TIAN. i cannot even remember why we went there. probably watched a movie. i remember i was wearing my REALLY HIGH heels, my feet were aching like crazy for a few days after that though. ahhhhhhh i finally gave up a few minutes ago and decided to throw on my pink skort and a shirt my mum bought for tomorrow anyway. i am purposely not thinking of what i want to wear on monday cause that would just make me have a headache. )):
IN ADDITION. my dear darling xiuqing is making me pick the time and place for monday. me. as in the princess of indecisiveness. waahhhhh. humph. you sure know how to stress me out don't you xiuqing. *twitches nose* sigh. but i shall go pick. just don't blame me if you don't like it! *sticks out tongue*
guess what i should be doing now. EOM. hahahahahahahahahaha. no really. i am. i wrote about 150+ words already, using the template Ms Thangam gave us... its like she gave us exactly what to write... we're just filling in the blanks. so i guess it shouldnt be that hard to do. :D mmm i'm freaking tired though. *yawn* i'm playing Jolin Tsai's Shuo Ai Ni continuously just to make me not fall asleep on my comp.
ah yes, one last thing before i think about sleeping, something really happy happened to me today! ((: seriously its gonna keep me on a perputual high (for a while at least)... i feel like im dancing on air... and i think my sister has caught me with staring off into space with a smile plastered on my face more than once tonight. heh. hahaha... right then.
anywayz. i don't think the song thing is working. im still yawning every other minute... so i shall just give in and go to sleep... arriverderci and *muax* to my dear friends and faithful readers who kept coming to my blog when it was like super dead. hahaha. as peiyi said, im back in the blogging scene! :D
okay the actual post is like below *points down* i blogged once today already. this is just some extra thing i found on both serene's and sonia's blog so i decided to do it and here's the results. and my comments.
Comment: HAHAHA. yeah right. i am so not straightforward. so seriously. okay when the situations arises, then maybe i'll be straightforward. but usually i tend to not say stuff directly. and i am an indecisive person. how am i supposed to be an efficient problem solver?! though the last part is true. i do like to listen to both sides of the story before making a decision.
Comment: Well i hope this is true. I would like this very much to be true. :D gives me hope for the future anyway ((:
Comment: once again. I WOULD LOVE FOR THIS TO BE TRUE.
Comment: utter rubbish. as i mentioned above, i am not straightforward.
Comment: Seriously why did i take this quiz. i love studying! if i could i'd like to study throughout my entire life. the thing i don't like are the tests and exams! although its true that i do follow my heart despite what my brain is telling me. i do prefer to follow my feelings than logic. ((: sometimes its a good thing, sometimes i just end up super sad. but oh well.
Comment: NOT TRUE. i only have 2 dream jobs. being a math teacher or a digital designer (or whatever you call those people who do artwork and designing using the computer and various devices) and i would love to achieve either or. im currently focusing on both. so there. (although, xiuqing and i once came up with these fabulous dream jobs for each other. i made her a bestselling author and she made me a world famous singer... but these don't count right..?)
Comment: once again. I WOULD LOVE FOR THIS TO BE TRUE. though it remains to be seen cause i havent started working yet. so yeah.
Comment: no leh. i prefer to dress comfortably, unless i going out with ... oh wait. i do like to dress up for going out. and on many occasions i end up regreting those high heels i insist on wearing. WHOOPS. humph. i was about to say going out with someone i like/best friends/close friends and then i realised that pretty much covered the entire lot of you whom i go out with or have gone out with. Though i am comfortable with who i am, i honestly wear those clothes because i like them and not cause im overly concerned with my image and they way others see me.
Comments: Well people do like to ask me to give my comments on their issues, though im sometimes in conflict over whether to follow my heart or my head... and then when i seriously cannot decide or i think they shouldn't be influenced by other people in making that decision, then i'll tell them that i cannot make the decision for them. basically when i make decisions concerning other people's affairs i tend to think of what would make both parties happy.
OKAY. i couldnt resist and i went to do another quiz. this one's shorter. and the results are much more true than the one above....
Comment: aye. aye. hmmm i guess i am lacking in the self-confidence area. i hate speaking up unless im damn sure im right. hmmm naww i like being with friends! though its true that people take a while to get to like me. hahaha.
Comment: aye. aye. aye. AYE. yay. hahaha i feel like im taking care of too many people, when im friends with them, i dunno why but i feel like im constantly taking care of them. (which is probably why my dream guy has to take care of me... well of course i'll care for him too, but i would like random acts of kindness from him. then i'll be only too happy to care for him too. AND THUS WHY THIS IS MY DREAM GUY.)
Comment: AYE. AYE. ooh i hope so. err but people dont really look at me when i enter a room. charm. hmmmmm....
Comment: REALLY? *refering to last line* i have a fun loving side!! *pout*
Comment: is it just me or is this contradicting what was said earlier? oh and please. what boyfriend. pffft. pay more attention to what other people are thinking.. mmmm
ohboy im swamped. im supremely tired. i shall just fall on my bed and KO liao. okay remember ah. the orginal post is below. okay then arriverderci and *muax*. toodles!
WHITE CHOCOLATE OVERDOSE! and exceedingly so. i supported yanting's starbucks coffee thing and since i wanted to try something new, i picked something with the words 'white chocolate' in it. cant remember the exact thing anymore. but it was super refreshing to drink! loved it.. haha though i think it was a bit much. hehe. and thus the overdose. ((:
today was pilot testing day for us J1s. my group wasnt doing it in school so i basically went to support other groups there. the moment i went anywhere with TA3s i got bombarded with surveys to do. it didnt matter if i never or hardly talk to them, they asked me to help them with their survey. and i gladly did them all! ((: i was thoroughly amused by the Wii thingy under TRC and in TRC hahaha.. watching ernest play tennis with it was VERY ENTERTAINING. he was so into it and seriously got very agitated so much so that he actually walked nearer to the screen. thankfully there was a table infront of the screen or else he would probably have kissed it. maybe he thought that if he walked close enough he'd actually get sucked into the game. RIIIIIIIIIIGHT.
i walked around, cam whored a bit with wanshi, serene... and made sadia take pictures of me acting cute. laadeedum. haha. and also made peiyi listen to chinese songs! whee.. i played xin li you shu on my ipod cause i wanted her to hear the remix of Canon in the background. she still didnt notice it until i pointed it out. tsk tsk and the music was so loud some more. hahaha.
oh yes yes before i forget. because i just found out how my stamina is like non-existent, ximin and i are gonna go running (almost) everyday until napha starts. well wednesday i think i'll still be running with sonia ((: yes so i can get my new record of <14>
ms kueh xiu qing has FINALLY relented and will go watch WANTED with moi. she actually thought she could use that to blackmail me into supporting her group for pilot testing day. (actually her argument was so convincing either that or i was way too desperate that i allowed myself to be sort of blackmailed) BUT THEN. i suddenly remembered that she actually owes me for a lot of things! like someone's birthday celebration AND someone else's birthday present. hmmm whether or not those are the only 2 or 3 things she owes me for i cant remember actually. lol which was probably why i got bullied into buying the shirt in the first case. though i probably would have done it out of the goodness of my heart (ahem)... haha sadly though i wish the design was more... erm well... MORE. to be exact. it is rather plain. ANYWAY. the point is. i bought the shirt and xiuqing still owes me and therefore she shall go out with me on monday and watch WANTED. so there.
okay then. i think i shall go back to watching Bull Fighting (starring Mike He (omg so hot!) and Hebe) now. im really really addicted to the ending song (你最近还好吗 by S.H.E) though i think the opening song is also very catchy. speaking of which. i have recently become addicted to chinese songs. (and i can sing them too! heh heh. don't laugh at me, I REALLY CAN. humph.) i actually know Angela Zhang's 不想懂得 by heart mainly cause my sister sometimes insists on me singing her to sleep with that song... i'd love to hear more nice/catchy chinese songs. so people, if you know any, please recommend! ((:
goodness im sleepy! *yawn* well maybe i can watch one more episode before i sleep! tehehe. well then oh btw how do you like my new blogskin? i love it. haha. okay then well comment on the NEWLY COLOURED tagboard! arriverderci and *muax* to all my dear friends. till next time!
okay i cant decide if i should type this in english or chinese. i'm sorely tempted to write this out in chinese cause i thought it out in chinese but sonia cant understand it. hmmm... lets see. i think i'll go type it out in chinese on my computer first to let out my anger then later come back and re-type it in english.
insert! (2033hrs: okay im so sorry sonia, i'll explain to you in english later if you want to know, but i think this sounds better in chinese. sorry my dear. )
你说出那个句子时到底有没有考虑过我的感情?你知道我的心有多痛吗?你知道我有那么尽力地学习,温习功课不只是因为我希望考好一点,又能得到理想的分数;我只想一次听到你对我说一声“好。你做得很棒!”只想让你一次没有什么可批评的,就能无法不称赞我。因为我从小就没有听你说到这些,不管我得到多高的分数,又能得到班上第一,我是没有听到你这样说。每当你听到我所得到的分数,你就开口问我为什么没得到满分或我为什么可以做错这个那么容易的问题?一直到现在我一直忍着,我还有对你说过我已经尽力了,你就是不肯听,只能批评我。难道称赞我很难吗?那些过去的我都没忘记,你所说的我都藏在心里,但你今天的话实在太狠了吧;我真的是无法忍住了。
你到底想怎样?我能考到一个很高的A,当我告诉你的时候,你尽管说是考试太容易我才能考得那么好。听你的话,我跑进我的房间,一手拿了我的衣服,尽快的又跑进厕所。我就是不想让你听到我在哭,所以我在冲凉时哭着不停,脸上的水连我都分不清到底是我的眼泪后是我冲凉的水。
你现在不跟我讲话,我无所谓,因为我都不知道想对你说什么。
anyway. before i do that long rant which i shall insert later when im done. [DONE! at 2033hrs] here's an update on my life. jcts flew by. as it should. the summarised version is that GP went okay i guess. Computing exam was the most fun exam EVER :D i am not kidding you. Chemistry well up until now i still thought it was okay. (apparently not but i shall elaborate on that later). Mathematics was okay i guess, didnt finish the last question cause i ran out of time (unusual)... Chinese was so-so... for once i actually understood the passage. what was entirely unexpected was the fact that i couldnt understand the helping words for the close passage )): oh i almost forgot, Economics was the worst exam ever. period.
and now the update so far on my marks.
as you can clearly see. i am SCIENCE-y person. languages and humanities (econs) are rubbish in my mind. err as in i dont do very well for them. my mind cant handle it. in any case. i think i'll be dropping to H1 Econs soon. to get my C for econs. so that next year i can take my H3 Math and all will be well in this world. wahaha.
i think my dinner will be arriving soon, so i'd better go now. i'll be back later to insert in the rant... till then, i still love all my darlings. *muax* and arriverderci to all!
如果我可以,我要时间往后走,一直到两年前,让我的心又有快乐的感觉。
如果我可以,我想把那次所乱说而让我遗憾的话收回来。
如果可以呢,我相信我今天的生活一定会过得更愉快。