Sunday, October 30, 2005
The last post was about me... and what happened to me... my thoughts and feelings.... now this post... im going to thank all the people who made this year not only survivable... but fantastically enjoyable!!! people like... weiting, cheryl, yanyao, ya ni (pei ying), swee leng, zhiyin, berenice, joy, charis, deeksha (who is STILL confused on who is the genius and doesnt know how to spell it either... how can ANYONE be that confused? hello... im the genius here... rite? :D), jessica, anger, jiani, su-ann, rushmi, renuka, sunita... wait, what am i doing? im naming everyone in 2S ... why? because i cannot imagine a 2S without every single one of you... you revitalised my life, you supported me through thick and thin, and most important of all you were there when i needed a friend... i can sincerely say that my life changed, in a very good way, because of you, all of you... i wasnt there last year, but when i came in this year, you all made me feel accepted, you welcomed me with open arms and i will never forget your ever hyper moods... i'll have to take your word that when yall first came to cedar that you were not united... cause i CANNOT imagine this class not united... since the first day of the year yall seemed together and even though you prefered to stay in your own groups, you didnt mind who you had to work with if given no choice... it blew me away! to sound the least bit cliched, it was refreshing... and as we progressed through the year, i made so many new friends... learned stuff no-one can learn in normal lessons... lessons in friendships... we got through hard times, tough times and trying times... we enjoyed our school days to the most and i hope none of us regret any of the times we spent with friends and classmates... the fights we've been through... it only brought us closer together... the great times which we celebrated together... you see... we all played an important part just by being there for each other... even though its sad that we cant be in the same class next year or for some the same school, we will all know that those times we've supported each other will be forever imprinted in all of our hearts... cherished for all eternity...
- Weiting: thank you for being there for me when i first came into 2S... you made my first day in 2S memorable what with you singing 'I Dream' in my ear the entire day.. dont be alarmed... i didnt mind at all... really... remember i even sang along with you... and cheryl too hahas... i was fun sitting beside you ... everytime in science we were like ... ok you copy that and i copy this.. later then i copy from you... HAHAHAs... it was unbelievably fun... and remeber when you tried to sign up for that teen idol thingy... i really really thought you would be able to get through... well theres always next year huh... and if one day you become famous... which im sure you will, you must remember little ole me okaes? oh and we must meet up during the holidays... i havent gone out to take neoprints in AGES... hahas... i love you loads!!! you made me dare to come out of my shell and become as hyper as you.. ok.. maybe not as hyper but close.. hahas... friends forever right? ;P
Cheryl: my sitting partner too!!! i have never meet a girl like you before... so hyper and cheerful... and such a believer in your own freedom of speech... im sorry if i didnt hug you the first time you cried... i wasnt used to it yet... hope you dont hold it against me k? *smiles* i've enjoyed being your friend this past year... and i hope there will be many more years yeah? we must keep in touch... go and get that zero in your L1R5 dear... go to rj or at least must come and join me at tjc!!!! hahas.. try your best!!! much love from your term one partner...
- Ya Ni: Hellos dear... i still remember how you stuck by my side everytime we were getting in groups... i didnt mind... hm... the first time i ever saw you, i remember thinking that you were TALL... hahas.. and when i found out that you were like 3 years older than me i was least to say shocked lol... we spent alot of time together and i always saw you as the older sister which i never had... you always 'took care' of me... it seems like many people also see you as their older sister... yanyao.. sweeleng... hahas.. what a huge responsibility... and you also have your younger sister to take care of... speaking of which, could you please increase her weekly allowance.. its really pathetic... anyway... dont be too sad if you dont get the class you wanted... hey at least you get to see ms liza in school right? hahas... theres always a bright side to things... and if that guy ever break your heart again... tell me so i can scold him for you... i told you once and i will tell you again... he doesnt deserve you but if you insist on being with him, i give you my blessings and if he ever gives you problems, call me, sms me or email me... i promise that i will be sensitive enough not to say 'i told you so' and i comfort you as long as you need me... okae? love you *muax*
Berenice:... hellos... i still remember that you love to poke my cheek... hahas... i know im cute... *grins* and pat my head too... you always surprised me when you did that... hahas... oh and i loved your LONG incredibly long reviews on my stories... those reviews are greatly treasured... i used to love that phrase you used when you said smth about throwing paper hearts everywhere and reaching up to pat my head... HAHAs... dont worry you will still grow taller! im sure of it! i also remember you were so fascinated when i got one review after posting my story for one day... well that was all i got for a few months anyway... i'll miss you... you are a very 'original' character shall we say... hahas... but never fret! we'll still be writing that fanfic together! and you can help me with it too since i have no intention of reading LOTR.. hahas... :p *muax*
Joy: joyjoyjoy... lets see what should i say about you? hmm... hyper... very hyper... and always asking for hugs for no apparent reason... hahas.. i dont mind... and very erms... polite too... i suppose that comes from being around grown-ups a lot... hahas.. you were the first person from my secondary school life to come to my house... how do you like it? hahas... that day was very fun and 'exciting' seeing as to how you 'lost' your handphone for a while then later found it in my mum's car... hahas... sorry that it made your mother ban you from going out anytime soon though... arh... hopefully we can go out during the hols... right? or maybe a sleepover like you suggested? hmm? maybe lah... but if we dont get to see each other for a long time, there's always msn or the phone right? i'll always be free to answer any of your phone calls.. unless my mum picks up the phone... then there may be a problem... hahas.. oh and im really convinced that you really are born to be a social worker... you have all the characteristics of one... compassionate... kind... know how to be sensitive to other people's problems and supporting them too!... so next year if i have any social problems i'll call you yeah? hahas... no lah if anything exciting happens to me i'll call you too... keep rocking... *muax* *reaches over and hugs you*
Deeksha: the confused one... hahas... you probably are hever going to read this but i'll write it for you anyway... i know you cant stand all this sadness and emotion going around but i cant help it if i write this way...... i still remember the first time i saw you on the first day of school... i remember thinking that you looked scary... i dunno... you looked intimidating... OH NO! im enlarging your ego arent i? oh dear... hahas... just make sure that your head and the rest of your body can still fit in the same room okae? hahas... i noe you are saying 'what the!' as you read this.. if you ever read it... but thats so Deeksha isnt it? hahas... i enjoyed playing hangman with you.. especially the HP hangman showdown... that was FUN!!! even though no-one was really declared the winner, i know that you unofficically declared yourself the winner right? dont try to deny it! hahas... its ok.. im thinking that about myself too... hehehehe... i'll miss you cause you were the only one as knowledgable about HP as i was... perhaps even more... opps... i really should stop inflating your ego... okaes then... study hard and go to a good JC... or maybe join me in TJC... *winks* anyway... hmm.. you were nice to be around too... and you were always reading during class... its amazing that you were never caught... or at least i didnt see it happen... ciao! and never forget me you hear!? otherwise i'll come back and haunt you!!! heh heh heh... hahas.. i dont mean it but just dont forget me ok?
- Charis: hahas... im going out with you tomorrow... hahas.. hmm... it seems i couldnt forget you if i tried... everytime i see a DP episode i'll remember you... and i wont forget your sister, clara, too... i reallyreallyreally like your drawing... maybe you could become a cartoonist someday... hahas.. im getting carried away... ahem... before i say anything esle... let me just say... 'Danny and Sam [manson] Forever!!!!' hehe... Deeksha would do your famous faceplam thing if she saw that! hahas... i'll always remember talking to you in the early mornings before school starts... hahas... we always found something to talk about didnt we? and if we ran out.. there was always DP! ok... then there were always the times when we played hangman together... intersocial whateverstuff... *smiles* oh and i was really sad for you when you couldnt get into rjc... i think they made a mistake not accepting you... humph... anyway.. you'll study hard and prove to them that you belong there right? i know you will! must jia you! im behind you all the way... oh and yo must keep me updated of the things thats happening in cedar ok??? oh i forgot... must update your blog more often please? its like near dying... anyway.. goodluck to you in all the things you do... nomatter what happens... i'll always be there for you... *muax* *huggs*
To all the rest of 2S who i dont know that well, it's been fun getting to know you even for the littlest second... we all must keep in touch no matter what happens and we must know that even though we may be in different classes/schools, we were once a part of something big and something huge... something so important that it will remain etched in our hearts forevermore... we were a part of 2S... class of 2005... and though that chapter of our lives has ended... we will always rejoice knowing that we had written it beautifully right down to the last fullstop. we are 2S class of 2005 and we will always remain friends... no matter how old we get and no matter how far away we are... take comfort in that... i know i do...
i have hated good byes for as long as i can remember... but it is the word that signifies that this chapter of my life has ended and a new chapter is about to begin... i find it hard to say the word.. even now.. a week after the end of my sec 2 life... but i shall pen it down... knowing that it was worthwhile.. this year was truely the most beautiful year of my life... good bye 2S... i'll love you forevermore... thank you for having me and god bless you
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
Hello everyone.. its been a while since my last post... this post wont be as hyper as i usually am... in this post im gonna sort of relive today's events and hope and pray that i wont start crying again... ok so in the morning... we went to the hall for morning assembly instead of to the courtyard... Charis and I were already playing a guessing game... cartoons... it was really fun... hahas... in the hall, the parents were seated behind and the pupil leaders were in front and at the sides... after the singing and all we heard the morning announcements and then came the prize presentation ceremony where the top three pupils in each class went up and got their report books from our principal... after the horrendously long ceremony, there was an hour long tribute to our principal who was being posted to AJC to be the principal there... it was so touching.. i especially liked the song put up by the pupil leaders and the short tribute powerpoint slides...several teachers and the head-prefect went up to the podium on stage and gave a short speech to our principal... and she was so touched that she cried... i almost wanted to cry too... *smiles* anyway... then our principal made an impromto speech which lasted about 15 mins long... this included her sniffing and blowing of nose halfway... she was going on about how it was a group effort which made our school come this far and it couldnt have been done without us, the students and teachers... she still recalls last year during the national track and field meet.. our school girls were so loud that they had to annouce over the PA system to ask them to keep quiet as the runners could not hear the starting gun... LOL... hahahas... arh... when the whole thing ended, we went back to class, most of us with red eyes or noses... (ber) hehe.. so after arriving back in class, ber gave me a brownie which she made all by herself! im so proud of her! hehehe... it was really tasty and yummy... i loved it... (hmm maybe if i complement her some more she'll make some more and have a special delivery for me!!! yippie!) rite... so deeksha, charis and i started playing hangman and the guessing game again... oh and i started taking out my camera and taking photos with people... it is my last day in Cedar anyway... lets ignore that for a second before i burst into tears again... rite i got back my autograph bookie from Charis and saw that she drew a friends forever 'danny & sam' there!!!! awwww... i was soo touched! she actually spent an hour and a half on it... Ya Ni, or should i say Pei Ying, gave me a farewell card and Yanyao gave me a tiny bottle of stars and a note... i spent the day taking photos, playing hangman and the guessing game, and also playing bluff/bullshit/cheat and heartattack... it was soo fun! i wouldnt have picked a better way to spend my day... at around 12 or so we had to got to the comp lab to do this career guidence thingy... i found out that a career in psychologist only earns S$ 2.16K i was APPALLED... ok so i didnt want the job just because i thought i could possibly become rich.. but that number is just shocking... how do people expect them to live on only 2K a month? geesh... then after that we had to take this pupil's survey thingy on the school website... heh heh heh.. after which, Charis, Deeksha and I went on a search for caption contests... me from HP and the other two from LOTR.. the captions were of course hilarious... we went back to class and everyone settled down for ms cheang to talk to us... we groaned of course... then she wanted us to like say good bye to everyone and especially me and yanyao cause we were leaving the school this year... saddening... so then my DEAR swee leng HAD to ask me and yanyao to say a speech.. the entire class was going "speech.speech.speech.speech" ergh.. so in the end yanyao and i said speeches... mine was somewhat prepared as i kind of wrote it in my autograph book... but yanyao's was impromto and i daresay it was quite well said... hehe... and after she finished, i stood up and said one last thing... "i just wanted to say that, even though i only joined the class this year, i never ever regretted my choice" and i meant every word of it... i will never in my entire life regret going into 2S... i love 2S.. 2S FOREVER!!!! my only regret is not being with them in sec 1... *sigh* i felt on the verge of tears but i didnt cry... not yet anyway... so then ms cheang gave us our parting speech and gave out the report books... i am not going to talk about that since im NOT happy about it.. NOT HAPPY... anyway... we spent the rest of the period talking, taking photos and hugging each other good bye... it was so sad... and joy finally agreed to take a photo.. with ms cheang in the picture.. lol... charis tried to ask to come to my house but my mum didnt wanna let... sadsad.. at the end of school, i hugged a lot of people, but deeksha didnt want a hug so we shook hands instead.. lol..., then i was time for me to go... here's the thing that touched me most... as i was walking towards the staircase... people were calling out my name and waving at me shouting... "Bye-bye Samantha" i smiled and waved back... tears were already briming my eyes... i hope that one day i will be able to go out with them... and maybe one day they'll join me in tjc... hahas... hopefully... by the time i reached the car, i was crying, but not too obvious... my mother doesnt like it when i cry... hmm.. yeah... so later in the shower i cried my heart out... i'll miss you.. all of you... and i am proud to me a 2Sian of class of 2005... never in my wildest dreams could i ever wish for a better class or better friends... I LOVE 2S... and everyone will forever remain etched in my heart... friends forever
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