...past conversations re-playing continuously in my head, like a broken video player
i officially declare myself DEAD for econs for jcts. i have ZERO confidence in myself for econs. and that shall be all i am willing to say about that UTTERLY DEPRESSING subject. so there. i have about 50% confidence in myself to pass computing... and as i type that down i ain't that sure anymore. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. *sobs* jcts are so depressing. so stressful and so irritating. why cant we have exams before the june hols so we can just let our brains rot for 1 month before life starts again. huh! WHY. like i was just telling xiuqing a few days ago, i want snow outside a mansion, me inside beside a fire, staring out the window, holding a warm cup of hot cocoa and just watching as snow falls. i wouldnt even care if it were a blizzard. oh yes i would also like my entire collection of chick lit (and then some) to accompany me. sometimes being alone is just the perfect remedy for this cluttered life. ahhhhhhhhh bliss.
okay you may now slap me for not updating in goodness knows how long. i are utterly sorry. but how bout i make it up to you now by updating you on my (completely and utterly pathetic) life. (:
well lets see there's PW. in which i really really really do not like, just like i dreaded. i'm telling you this now. PROJECT WORK is a completely useless (esp if you're an IP kid), time-consuming, rubbish-y subject which SHOULD NOT EVEN BE COUNTED as a subject. and yet to every J1's annoyance, we STILL have to do it. *mumbles incoherently* anyhow. after many (and i mean MANY) mishaps and un-usable ideas we've finally come up with a plan and now we're waiting for approval. *squish*
Mardi Gras happened. and it just so happened that i had to have my Photog Exco interview that day. *pout* i wanted to rush home to have more time to glam up before going for Mardi Gras... the interview just flew past and it was so darned obvious i was being video-ed lor. though weirdly enough no one else noticed (err as in the interviewees)... sonia and sadia freaked out when they found out. heh. lol. okay anyway i did manage to rush home and dress up in time to come back to school on time ((: thankyou XIMIN for lending me your beautiful mask. and i finally got the chance to wear my Greek dress!!! hooray for me. sadly i didnt have time to really really design my nails so i just made do with dark bluegreen on my fingernails and white on my toes... IN ANY CASE. i was very pretty. right now that we've established that we shall go on with the events. i watched the Drama's performance and though it was somewhat funny and thoroughly confusing, i only caught half of what they said so i really cant comment on the play itself... i was really saddened about how the audience responded to The Audition. bloody idiots were supposed to KEEP QUIET. humph. i caught glimpses of Dance performing at the main stage, i purposely AVOIDED the rock wall due to loud i-cant-take-it noise being produced from that area... did i mention. the icecream being sold by Floorball absolutely made my night. 3 bucks for a mountain of icecream. no SERIOUSLY. sona sadia and i shared one plate and i daresay i was incredibly happy after getting my fill of choc-chip icecream. *squee*
i had to leave not long after and xiuqing was kind enough to send me off ((: and she missed the mass dance because of me.. *tiddles fingers* sorryyyyy my dear. I got home kinda late and was completely exhausted so i just bathed and got my sister to sleep (cause she stayed up to wait for me though fell asleep while i was bathing)... the next day i was SUPPOSED to shoot for TJCO concert but my parents refused to let me go. like seriously. pffft.
the first week of june holidays passed increadibly too fast for my taste. i got ADDICTED to japanese dramas. first was Hana Kimi (intro-ed by peiyi) in which i totally fell in love with Nakatsu... like who wouldn't right? ahhhhhhhhhhhhh lol then after that i got hooked on to Hana Yori Dango (I and II)... it made me laugh, cry and be incredibly excited that Hana Yori Dango Final is coming out soon. tehehe. Okay and then i watched a few more jap dramas in between (nothing really worth mentioning la) and then i got hooked on to taiwan dramas. i mostly liked them (even though they are really really fake and the effects arent that great) because i didnt need the subtitles. heh heh. i was laughing internally at those people who kept complaining that there werent english subtitles... i didnt mind either way though i sometimes found the english subtitles blocking too much of the screen. in any case i now love Hana Kimi (taiwan version intro-ed by my sister), Romantic Princess and Devil Beside You... laadeedaa... and now ALSO somewhat addicted to Fahrenheit's songs. i are not kidding you. xD though some of the songs may sound corny.. i find them cute hahaha.
and yes that was how i spent my holidays. i have finished studying math (mostly cause i started with something else which got me stressed so i resorted to math to de-stress myself) and chem cause its like math and its fun esp with my new best friend (when it comes to chem that is) my FORMULA BOOKLET. *squee* and now i'm trying to cram econs shit into my brain which is slowly running out of space. i haven't even started memorising for computing. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *UNHAPPY*
i want to make a new wallpaper for my computer based on hot guys i've recently discovered from watching so many dramas. tehehehhehe. *a little bit happier* but i've got no time. i need to use my time to be a sponge and absorb econs and computing. *sobs* thank goodness im not a sponge. i think i would be the worst sponge in the world. i should be a stone instead. *squish*
okay before i go back to attempting to being a sponge. here's a list of what i want to do after jcts.
OKAY now i seriously have GOT to get back to econs. i only have till tmr to finish cramming econs before i start on COMPUTING. i would like to take this moment to whine. *whine*
okay i'm done. goodness how many times have i said okay... ms thangam's influence haha. anyway i've got to go. CYA, arriverderci and *muax* and jiayous to all my dear friends for jcts! Love you all loads!